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For my first blog I wanted to say something about myself; something creative that kind of summed up my being so I can move one and start a second. I stumbled upon an entry to my diary that I have saved on my computer—and a passage that not only embodies what I’m doing concerning my life as of now and how it came to be, but also something that saved my life.
“These words, these keys, these letters and this gift and drive inside of me saved me. Writing fucking saved my life where nothing else could. And it’ll continue to. I’ve just got to remember it’s here for me. Maybe I’ll never be good enough to publish something, or I’ll become too distracted or distraught to ever finish anything…but who the fuck said I had to.
These are my words, my soul all bared out on this page and I’ll choose to keep it to myself or not. Discovering I could put thoughts to paper was the best thing I’ve ever done and nothing’s gonna stop me.”
So yeah, I’m at this pivotal point in my life were simple decisions rule and sway what I do and become, but it always feels like I’m doing that. Regardless, when I’m feeling empty or not strong enough I just turn into a ranting machine on here, or write something more inspired and more entertaining. Either way, first blog over with and now time to start a second.
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