Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Lemonade is Delicious

I feel a burning within me so deep and equitable; it’s equivocal and as equivalent to something that I cannot grasp.  It’s like looking up into the starry night and feeling a sense of longing and closeness all at once.  It’s a paradoxical emotion.  It’s something tangible I wish to possess but cannot. 
It’s positively maddening.  
The concept of not being able to acquire something is simply unjust. 
There’s something holding me back.
But what is it? 
What?
I feel like life is rushing, rushing, rushing by and I haven’t been able to stop and breathe in so long.  I haven’t wanted to either.  Again, conflicting feelings. 
Maybe I’m unbalanced in everything so I’m confused and uncertain of aspects of my life. 

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